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FINALLY!
 
Sunday, 7 February 2016 

5 February 2016, Friday.

This day will be another day in my history life. Just not a biggest matter, but for me, its YES! Alhamdullilah, every effort, every struggle that I'd have, with the courage from all my favorite peoples, finally I've got my result penerapan degree to UiTM. And the result is absolutely POSITIVE! I've got another chance to further my studies in Bachelor in Administrative Science. This course is my continuation from my previous course during my diploma study, Diploma in Public Administration.

Fyi, during my high school, I'm an absolute in science stream class in which makes me to learning the science subject of Biology, Physics, Chemistry, Add Math entire of my life during high school. Honestly, i'm not such-a-good-brain-student during that time, and I'm always fail with my subject especially my science subject. I'm not so good to be honest. I'm try any effort to ensure I'm can be good along with my classmates, but perhaps my brain that time not giving any cooperation and let me fallen into the deepest ground. So, I'm try to improve by entering some tuition center where I'm extra learn for my Physics and Chemistry. Thanks for that tuition center coz I'm found my crush. Okay, enough for that. 

Alhamdullilah, I'm slowly improvise and well, my SPM result is not straight A's but i'm feel grateful with what i've got. I would not mention it here. It is my dark time. With the-result-not-so-good-but-feel-blessed, i'm try to applied to Uitm for the civil engineering courses. To be honest, i choose that course not because that is my interest. I choose that since all my best friends said that choosing an engineering courses can give a better career in the future. Because of that reason, i'm trying to applied and because of that, i'm failed on my UPU result. To be an engineering and entering to that course, your add math or any science subject must be in excellent mode, otherwise you'll not be accepted. And since my add math and chemistry is like 'cukup-cukup makan' , i'm not being accepted in that course. 

BUT, hold up. That is not my the end of the journey and i'm not giving up easily until i'm doing something or put some effort on it. I'm make another second attempt to apply in Uitm but with different course which is public admin courses. People may ask, what is that course, what do you learn on that course, i've never heard that course before. Yups, some of people with a short mentality keep asking that like that course is not giving such a bright future. Aca-excuse me, just don't think people who learn about medic, engineering only can having such a bright future. For me, any courses can give a bright career for a students as long you'll keep learning and never give up. 

Back to the line, my course can be described as 'superman' because in this course, you will learn all and different type of subjects include economy, human resource, law, statistic, maths, account and so ford. But, the main core of the subject is POLITIC! Yes, politic baby, politic!!! For those who don't like reading, you are recommended NOT to apply this subject. Okay, i'm kidding. Well, this course you're learning all the theories with a medium of calculation. As long as you'll have a courage, you can try. Like me, i'm keep trying even though i would never imagine that i'm can learn all about this stuff like politic. What the heck, from science stream to politics! Like i said, you'll never imagine what your future can be. 

So, this my future step begin. Struggling for about 5 semester during my diploma, i'm finally can described myself as graduation from diploma admin. And now i'm waiting for my turn to be on the stage, with my square hat and take a scroll on stage and make my parents proud of me! Yeah ! AND, on February 5,2016 , the moment for my next level where i got my result and finally i'm succeed in my penerapan degree. Alhamdullilah, thank Allah for a gift. I'm really really feel bless. 

The happiest moment for us, may not be the happiest moment for a some students who failed. I'm feel happy but at the meantime, i'm feel sad for my friends who fail. My wish is hope they can get the best future. Once failed doesn't mean forever being fail. Fail is the step towards on success path, if you're not give up and always try harder and shows some effort. Like one of the Arabic word, man jadda wajadda, it means that if we keep put some effort, we can achieved the success as long we keep trying. 

Alright, since my holiday will end up soon, i'll need to prepared mental and physical for my first degree classes. Wish me good luck, yarabeum. That's all for my not-such-a-good-story-teller. And sorry for my bad English, I've got band 3 on MUET. Such a so-so result *crying* . Jalja, yarabeum !




11.31 pm. 

Sincerely from,
The Egg Bun.






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