Today is the day. Just only an ordinary day for everyone but a little special for me. In 1995, on Saturday, 18 February is the day when my mom was born me. Just only an ordinary girl. No specialty. Not so-amazing-fabulous-born-baby. Just an ordinary baby.

D-day of today, i'm not hoping anything but the best for my future ahead. I didn't expect any surprises or celebration party. Enough for when my family and friends give me a warm and kindly wishes and praying for me even though i wish that there's is a surprise for me. But who are me for having such treatment. Nevertheless, i'm still feel blessed having a kind and a favorite person beside me. It's more than enough. The happiness is not always by giving a gift or cake. But most important is they still know your birthday and they pray and wishes the best for you, sincerely. 

P/s : The Egg Bun turned 21 y/o ! Yey ! Big girl no cry. 

This day will be another day in my history life. Just not a biggest matter, but for me, its YES! Alhamdullilah, every effort, every struggle that I'd have, with the courage from all my favorite peoples, finally I've got my result penerapan degree to UiTM. And the result is absolutely POSITIVE! I've got another chance to further my studies in Bachelor in Administrative Science. This course is my continuation from my previous course during my diploma study, Diploma in Public Administration.

Fyi, during my high school, I'm an absolute in science stream class in which makes me to learning the science subject of Biology, Physics, Chemistry, Add Math entire of my life during high school. Honestly, i'm not such-a-good-brain-student during that time, and I'm always fail with my subject especially my science subject. I'm not so good to be honest. I'm try any effort to ensure I'm can be good along with my classmates, but perhaps my brain that time not giving any cooperation and let me fallen into the deepest ground. So, I'm try to improve by entering some tuition center where I'm extra learn for my Physics and Chemistry. Thanks for that tuition center coz I'm found my crush. Okay, enough for that. 

Alhamdullilah, I'm slowly improvise and well, my SPM result is not straight A's but i'm feel grateful with what i've got. I would not mention it here. It is my dark time. With the-result-not-so-good-but-feel-blessed, i'm try to applied to Uitm for the civil engineering courses. To be honest, i choose that course not because that is my interest. I choose that since all my best friends said that choosing an engineering courses can give a better career in the future. Because of that reason, i'm trying to applied and because of that, i'm failed on my UPU result. To be an engineering and entering to that course, your add math or any science subject must be in excellent mode, otherwise you'll not be accepted. And since my add math and chemistry is like 'cukup-cukup makan' , i'm not being accepted in that course. 

BUT, hold up. That is not my the end of the journey and i'm not giving up easily until i'm doing something or put some effort on it. I'm make another second attempt to apply in Uitm but with different course which is public admin courses. People may ask, what is that course, what do you learn on that course, i've never heard that course before. Yups, some of people with a short mentality keep asking that like that course is not giving such a bright future. Aca-excuse me, just don't think people who learn about medic, engineering only can having such a bright future. For me, any courses can give a bright career for a students as long you'll keep learning and never give up. 

Back to the line, my course can be described as 'superman' because in this course, you will learn all and different type of subjects include economy, human resource, law, statistic, maths, account and so ford. But, the main core of the subject is POLITIC! Yes, politic baby, politic!!! For those who don't like reading, you are recommended NOT to apply this subject. Okay, i'm kidding. Well, this course you're learning all the theories with a medium of calculation. As long as you'll have a courage, you can try. Like me, i'm keep trying even though i would never imagine that i'm can learn all about this stuff like politic. What the heck, from science stream to politics! Like i said, you'll never imagine what your future can be. 

So, this my future step begin. Struggling for about 5 semester during my diploma, i'm finally can described myself as graduation from diploma admin. And now i'm waiting for my turn to be on the stage, with my square hat and take a scroll on stage and make my parents proud of me! Yeah ! AND, on February 5,2016 , the moment for my next level where i got my result and finally i'm succeed in my penerapan degree. Alhamdullilah, thank Allah for a gift. I'm really really feel bless. 

The happiest moment for us, may not be the happiest moment for a some students who failed. I'm feel happy but at the meantime, i'm feel sad for my friends who fail. My wish is hope they can get the best future. Once failed doesn't mean forever being fail. Fail is the step towards on success path, if you're not give up and always try harder and shows some effort. Like one of the Arabic word, man jadda wajadda, it means that if we keep put some effort, we can achieved the success as long we keep trying. 

Alright, since my holiday will end up soon, i'll need to prepared mental and physical for my first degree classes. Wish me good luck, yarabeum. That's all for my not-such-a-good-story-teller. And sorry for my bad English, I've got band 3 on MUET. Such a so-so result *crying* . Jalja, yarabeum !

11.31 pm. 

Sincerely from,

The Egg Bun.

Assalamualaikum,

Annyeong,

Sawadikap,

Hello,

          On the 6th page of the book 2016, i'm here again for updating my blog since I've left my blogging activity about 2 years or maybe a year ago. It's been a long long long time and alhamdullilah I got a chance to update, to share my thought, my piece of story or anything that might need to be shared for you guys. Since a years already past and we are welcoming by the year of 2016 with a new vibe,a new brand, a new challenge, a new moment to be created. My hope for this new year, be a better person day by day, as well to achieve some achievement which still not be unlocked. Nothing more than i hope that i could live together with two person who i loved the most and also with everyone which i call them as my FRIENDS, still stay by my side until now and ever, i hope that we can  live and happy together as long as we still have a chance to breath, a thousand years  maybe, i wish for that. Amin.

p/s : Not so good in english (I must warned you first), and still try to be a literature person. kekekeke *smirk emoticon*

A past few weeks ago, on one morning , I'm reading The Borneo Post news. I don't know why, that morning I feel like I want to read some news. On the front page, there's an article about graduation ceremony in one local university in Sarawak which is UiTM Samarahan,Sarawak. Above on that article, there's a big picture with a few student who already graduate. 

On that time, I'm dreaming if I'm the one of the student who graduate on that time. My parents must be proud with me. Then I realize that if we want to achieved our dreams, we must work hard and put much much effort on it. The success will not come to us by themself  if  we not put the effort on it. So on that time, I said to myself that I will work hard on my study coz I know if I want make my parents happy and proud with me, I must start from today and make sure that I'll study hard to achieve my dreams.

I have a long journey before I'll graduate for my diploma. On that long journey, I know that there's gonna a challenging and obstacles for me. And I must prepared with that situation. Make a rasional desicion, always being patient no matter what happen, not easily give up, always praying  and make sure that I will deciplined myself.

Start from that day, I'll always said to myself, this second semester I will do my best for my study and try to get a higher pointer for my final exam.  Nothing is impossible. As a student, that's my job. Studying, studying and studying. I'm study not only to get a good pointer and get a good job in future but also studying to improved our knowledge and also makes my parents proud for me.

Mom, Dad.
 One day, I will make both of you proud for me.
 The day when I'm wearing a robe, wearing a square cap and up on stage to take the scroll in front of the rector.

THAT DAY WILL BECOME MY DAY

Inn shaa Allah. Amin.
=)

Since in my university using fully english in essay and also in our assignment, I'll try to writing more in english since I know that I'm not good enough in english especially in SPEAKING!! Why I'm so baddddd in SPEAKING english ?? Whyyy ?? I'll try so hard to speaking but at the end I'll feel nervous.. errgghhhh... Now I realize why my dad always buy an english newspaper.. but I'm always LAZY to read that things.. It's full about politic,the latest issue and bla bla bla....but hey! I'm need to know all this stuff coz I'm now studying in Public Administration courses.. All the latest issues about our development country I must know.. arghhh... I must read a lot about this.. I must!!

So,my semester break is 2 weeks left and I'm hoped that in this next semester, I can change my attitude from LAZY to DILIGENT ! hopefully . 

No more LAZINESS and try to be DILIGENT ..*wink*.. kihkihkih... because I'll realize that next semester, there's gonna a lot of tough subjects and for sure there's a lot a new things I need to face it on this next semester..Well,that's my job as a STUDENT.. Fighting ! Linger in the fight against lust.. Inn shaa Allah..